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2010年的12月31日

反常的我並沒有出門去慶祝

反倒是直接躺在床上想著事情

門外有呼喊我看倒數的聲音

可是我卻完全不想挪動我的身軀

這兩天

睡不到7個小時

因為根本沒辦法入睡

這種在腦海中不斷打轉的思考非常的讓人沒辦法正常的生活

大學四年因為自己的思考方式

常常讓自己錯過太多東西

活動、事物、朋友、愛人

 我不想要再失去我所愛的人

我一直以來都很清楚我腦中需要的是妳

可是我卻故作堅強的表現得毫不在乎

當我發現我已經失去太多東西，想要擁有妳的時候

才發現妳也已經慢慢離去了

妳是我生命中最重要的人

我們認識了6年

還記得第一次看見妳的時候我們是在城市光廊

但是卻沒有任何的交集

妳身邊坐著的是妳的國小同學

之後一些種種的因素

我們卻越來越好

還記得高中開學之前我們一起去見linkin park的歌迷大老"美環"、"凱西"

接著跑到文化中心去買converse

妳曾經跟著我們全家人一起出去玩

我們兩個一起踩著天鵝船還留下一張當時非常青澀的照片

我們曾經坐在愛河畔的冰淇淋小店旁邊一起聊天

我們曾經坐在新光碼頭討論著高中生活

家裡的老爸老媽總是會不經意的問起妳最近還好嗎?

上了大學

因緣際會的我讓妳來到了我工作的地方

我們一起成為工作上的夥伴

一起打工兩年多的日子

妳總是會讓我覺得很傻

但是卻是讓人沒有辦法抗拒的魅力

我們一起經歷過了許多日子 

現在我很清楚

妳其實是我最需要的人

我已經欺騙自己太久了

現在的我並不想要就這樣結束

我需要妳在我身邊

我需要妳的關心

我需要妳的笑容

我需要妳的擁抱

我需要妳的傻勁

我需要妳

2011年來到了

新年新希望

我希望妳可以選擇我  不要離我遠去

讓我陪妳一起留下更多美好的回憶

請相信我

女孩 

I still don't know what I was waiting for
A big love to fall down from the sky?

我還是不知道自己到底在等待什麼
滿滿的愛從天上掉下來？

She took my hand and picked me up off the floor
She put an apple in my eye

她拉起我的手，從地板上拾起我
在我眼裡放進一顆蘋果

I said I'm tired
Come get me off the merry-go-round

我說，我好累
趕快來把我帶離這團團轉的旋轉木馬

I'm wired
Come feed me
And then bring me down

我超嗨的
趕快來照顧我
讓我退燒

She come up to me
I can't remember what she said
'Cos I was in a trance and I forgot it all

她走向我
我不記得她說了些什麼
因為我整個人陷入全失，什麼都拋諸腦後

Banging on about all that revolution in her head
She make her lover seem so magical

批哩啪拉講了關於她腦中的革命想法
她讓她的愛人感覺如此神奇

She said I'm tired
Come get me off the merry-go-round

她說了，我好累
趕快來把我帶離這團團轉的旋轉木馬

I'm wired
Well heaven must have sent you
To save me for the rapture

我超嗨的
一定是上天派你
為了體驗狂喜，來拯救我

I said I'm tired
Come get me off the merry-go-round

我說，我好累
趕快來把我帶離這團團轉的旋轉木馬

 slide away.

這首我最愛的歌

永遠都不能忘記的一首歌

希望有機會可以唱給妳聽

Slide away - and give it all you've got
My today - fell in from the top
I dream of you - and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?

Hold me down - all the world's asleep
I need you now - you've knocked me off my feet
I dream of you - we talk of growing old
But you said please don't !

Slide in baby - together we'll fly
I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me

Now that you're mine
I'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
In the morning when you don't know what to do
Two of a kind
We'll find a way
To do what we've done

Let me be the one that shines with you
And we can slide away.

Slide away - and give it all you've got
My today - fell in from the top
I dream of you - and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?

Slide in baby - together we'll fly
I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me

Now that you're mine
I'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
In the morning when you don't know what to do
Two of a kind We'll find a way
To do what we've done

Let me be the one that shines with you
And we can slide away.

I dont know, I dont care
                                           
All i know is you can take me there

Take me there...
                                           
Slide away...

let me be the one that sine with you.

請相信我